We all know I love making to-do lists. For anything and everything. I love having my tasks organized, checking off the boxes, and knowing what’s left to be done. Sometimes, however, I get so focused on accomplishing my to-do’s I forget to stop and enjoy the ride.
Especially as a full-time working mama.
This morning, I went for my typical 7:30am Saturday morning run. I had my head down, focused on completing my miles, music blaring in my iPod. About halfway through, I turned down a path that leads into a wooded area. For one reason or another, I happened to look up, and it was beautiful. The trees were so full of bright green leaves, the sun was peeking out from behind a cloud, making these little jagged rays of light. Sounds simple, but it took my breath away. (Or maybe it was the running that took my breath away?) Anyway, here I was, so focused on accomplishing my run… and I realized I NEVER look up to enjoy what’s going on around me.
At that moment, a guy ran past me in jorts. Had I still had my head down, I would’ve missed it!
Anyway, about a mile later, my iPod died on me.
Now listen – I CANNOT run without music. It’s like my fuel, especially when it comes to rounding out the last couple miles. But I didn’t have a choice. And all of a sudden, I was not only running with my head up, enjoying all of the things to see, I was listening to all kinds of sounds other than Britney Spears (don’t hate)… like the birds announcing the start of a new day, a child giggling in a stroller, and a woodpecker working on a tree. Again, simple – but enough to give me pause.
I have to admit that Cameron has forced me to live in the moment MUCH more than I used to. When I’m with her, I’m 100% focused on each moment we have together, especially now that I spend so much time away from her at work. I love lying next to her on the floor, watching her play and discover new things. She seems to figure something else out each day – it’s incredible!
But the minute I’m not with her, I’m usually all about tackling my to-do’s… putting my head down and moving down my list to check off the next box.
Tomorrow, I turn twenty-nine. My last twenties birthday! And I think it’s time for me to start being a little less to-do oriented, and a little more focused on enjoying the ride. So here’s to a new year, and an improved me… A me who runs with her head up, and maybe even sometimes with her music turned off.
And by the way… who the heck runs in jorts?!
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